Thursday, October 18, 2007

Changes and Fact Finding

Today was good. We finally have gone into have the second cat scan for a comparison of how much progress we have done in the cancer treatments. I will say that I feel a measure of holding my breath. He needs the positive feed back to build him back up.
Took my second exam. Sigh. As usual I studied and focused on what I thought would be on it...and missed the professors focus. Oh well, tomorrow is another day.
The tool guy has fixed our trailer up and we will begin moving my nursery. I have lost my garden. The new location will be a wholesale lot that will sell plants retail also. I am disappointed, but the owner is the boss and I will give in to his request. The goal now is to increase sales and make it somewhat better.
Have enjoyed visiting with my granddaughter on the phone. She remembers me. Can't wait for the holidays!

Thursday, October 11, 2007

Can life be just too much?

I have been so engulfed with dealing with my hero's absorption of his pain, and trying to find time to do my school work that I have become numb. My poor nursery has become a disaster; because one, I am not there and two, the workers became disheartened when the decision was made by corporate to move it to a new distant site. I am in a dilemma as to how to pull both myself and my nursery through this challenge.
I know it is possible, I just need to stop and breathe, and think. Right now thinking is difficult because the needs are overwhelming.